Aiyah24

The nice girls who are communicative. Are the girls who get ignored. The nice girls who dont cheat. Are the ones who get cheated on. The girls who cry in agony just to be heard. Are the ones who scream in their head at night. Because even when they speak, nobody hears them. These girls end up broken. Emotionally detached. Their trust in men are completely gone. Their inability to love is gone. The fight they had is depleted completely. They no longer smile and when they do, it never reaches their eyes. And they remain quiet, because they are now too tired to talk

She's been swallowed by a dark pit. She tries to climb out. Lifting one foot to put on a rock while her hand holds another She pulls herself up, but the pit is too deep. She has scrapes and bruises from the effort. Her nails clipped back, broken and bleeding. Just like her heart and soul. Some days she yells for help but is only met with her own echo. Days and nights go by. No food, no water, and no comfort whatsoever. She looks up to the sky. Its a full moon, bright and alive. While the light in her eyes dims. And her world goes dark. Now shes surrounded by shadows. And when the light fades from her eyes completely. They swallow her up until she is no more.

Three years and still my words cant get through. Am I wasting my breath on you. You made me miserable. Made me hate my life after I gave you a baby. But no more. I never hated anyone before. As much as I hate you. You make up shit on purpose. You cause fights on purpose. You make me cry on purpose. Yea I know the truth. Because I've dealt with you before. 7 years ago but his name was different. Difference is, I'm not weak. And now I'm pushing back. Fighting for me. And want nothing to do with you. Because, Fuck You. I'm a bad mom whenever you're mad. I'm lazy and do nothing. When you get mad. I ain't shit, when you get mad. Because all you ever do. Is try to fuck up my day. But you love me right? I'm sorry baby, right? The biggest fool in all of this is me. Because I fell for your shit. In your friends eyes, you're a saint. Because of your lies. Which is crazy. Because I tell the truth. With screenshots. Let that sink in. Because all you have is your words. But me? I have actual written proof. But it's okay, because I'm going to do me. The same way you been doing you. Because, Fuck You.